Sunday, December 16, 2012

If I've killed one man, I've killed two--


And then we were finished. As if it never began. Or, as if it were yet to.

These are not real people you are speaking with. They are avatars of bank tellers and grocery clerks

They are fine replications, but they are not your friends.

Those you’ve begged for at the door like a dog, they are not good for you.

You are getting soft with souls.

When you lie down to sleep, remember you are not alone.
The weight of flesh from everyone who has ever lain
next to you has sunken into your mattress
like so many snake skins hanging on the wall.  
Like so many notches on the bedpost.

The numens who carve their names into your skull as you sleep
slip back into their place on the bookshelf when your eyes twitch open

and you wake with skin under your fingernails

We dare not say ghosts for waking the skeletons in the closet.
We dare not say goodnight for fear of who will speak back.

We dare not turn on the light for fear of seeing our own reflection
Resplendent with sweat and sex and totalitarian cheekbones.
 

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